Failure
Failing, flailing,Mucking it all up.
No matter what they say,
I know I'm not enough.
Frustrated, flustered,
Fracking piece of crap.
Words I say in anger,
Can never be taken back.
A mom is all I've ever wanted to be.
But thats where my shortcomings show through.
No matter how hard I try,
Its not enough no matter what I do.
To often I lose my temper.
I don't have the patience that I should.
How do they still loves me,
When it am so terrible at motherhood?
God should have blessed them to someone else,
Someone far more deserving than me.
I'm not good enough to be their mommy.
They could have so much better than me.
11/2020
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