Dreamless nights.
Sightless days.
Just trying to breath
Through the pain.
                                
Where to go.
Where to turn.
Watch my life,
Begin to burn.
                                                             
Now I fall.
How do I stop?
I don't like this ride.
I want to get off.
                                 
Scared of the night.
So dark and cold.
The day holds no comfort.
Why can't I let go?
                                                             
People tell me to believe,
That there is still hope.
That one day it will be alright,
But they just don't know.
                                
There are depths in my heart,
So full of pain,
That even angels would drown,
Unable to climb free
                                                             
And the devil would scream,
As he fled from that place,
My agony to much,
For even him to take.
                                
The despair is like a blade,
Hacking through flesh.
Ripping and tearing,
Until there is nothing left.
                                                             
So many dissapear,
Into the cracks.
Why can't I be one,
And never come back?
                                
When does it stop?
When does it end?
Why did it ever,
Even begin?
                                                              
Can't I go back,
To the starting place?
Stop pain before it begins. 
Never let it start in the first place.
                                
When will my hell,
Finally end?
How do I finish this?
How does it end?