Journey

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    Journey

    Title: Journey
    I looked into the distance and sometimes wonder what life could have been.
    Don't misunderstand me, I wouldn't change anything. 
    I have no regrets. 
    While the path i walked was forced upon me, how I traveled it was of my choosing.
    Many influences played a part in which fork i chose when coming to a split in road.
    Obsticales, insurmountable odds, and temptations all played a part, all tried to derail and lead me in different directions, but in the end my decisions were my own.
    I will never try to claim that I always made the right decision. Many times I stumbled and i have fallen more times than i can count.
    But I always got back up.
    My past is the fire that forged me into who I am today.
    My experiences have broken me, damaged me, and at times brought me to my knees.
    But they have also made me strong.
    The life I have lived and fought through has made me a defender of those who can't defend themselves. 
    It made me passionate and caring. 
    It has made me a person who would drop everything for someone in need, friend or stranger, just to help in any way I can.
    I have seen the ugliness in the world and because of that I CHOOSE to search out the beauty and try to make it grow.
    I was a victim of circumstance.
    Now i am a fighter who is honest and never gives up.
    I am a woman, strong and fierce.
    I am a mother, loving and protective.
    I am a friend, loyal and compassionate.
    Love me, hate me, respect me, disown me, stand by me, walk away, believe in me, pretend i dont exist, that choice is yours.
    But for better or worse i am who i am.
    Ive lost myself many times over the course of my journey, but never again.
    I am me.
    I looked into the distance and sometimes wonder what life could have been.

    Don't misunderstand me, I wouldn't change anything. 

    I have no regrets. 

    While the path i walked was forced upon me, how I traveled it was of my choosing.

    Many influences played a part in which fork i chose when coming to a split in road.

    Obsticales, insurmountable odds, and temptations all played a part, all tried to derail and lead me in different directions, but in the end my decisions were my own.

    I will never try to claim that I always made the right decision. Many times I stumbled and i have fallen more times than i can count.

    But I always got back up.

    My past is the fire that forged me into who I am today.

    My experiences have broken me, damaged me, and at times brought me to my knees.

    But they have also made me strong.

    The life I have lived and fought through has made me a defender of those who can't defend themselves. 

    It made me passionate and caring. 

    It has made me a person who would drop everything for someone in need, friend or stranger, just to help in any way I can.

    I have seen the ugliness in the world and because of that I CHOOSE to search out the beauty and try to make it grow.

    I was a victim of circumstance.

    Now i am a fighter who is honest and never gives up.

    I am a woman, strong and fierce.

    I am a mother, loving and protective.

    I am a friend, loyal and compassionate.

    Love me, hate me, respect me, disown me, stand by me, walk away, believe in me, pretend i dont exist, that choice is yours.

    But for better or worse i am who i am.

    Ive lost myself many times over the course of my journey, but never again.

    I am me.

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