Hiding

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    Hiding
    Struggling through my life,
    Trying so hard to hide
    Everything I really feel -
    To look, would you know I'd lied?

    Trying to smile through endless pain,
    Pretending I'm happy each day.
    A false smile there to hide my tears,
    Inside I'm screaming the pain away.

    Trying to pretend I'm not alone,
    Reaching out to you.
    Trying so hard to make you notice
    That my life is no longer true.

    Each day my life becomes a play,
    And I'm not sure of my lines.
    Reaching out to the dark from my empty stage,
    My life is no longer mine.

    I know you love me for who I was,
    But I'm not sure who I am.
    Trying to become the mask I use,
    But I'm not sure if I can.

    Trying to hide the pain I feel,
    But I hope you'll see it all.
    I need to know I'm not alone,
    I need your heart to hear my call.

    Copyright © Catriona Elizabeth Mowat 2012

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    wu commented on Hiding

    04-07-2012

    hi there, this poem is good...deep and full of emotion...tc
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    CatrionaM

    04/11/2012

    thanks :-)

    BrokenHeart2009 commented on Hiding

    03-06-2012

    Hello, how are you? I think your poem is well written and full of emotional pictures to describe the way you feel.
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    CatrionaM

    04/11/2012

    hi, thanks a lot :-) how are you? I'm alright, had a rough patch emotionally a little while ago, hence the poem, but now I'm alright :-) thank god poetry's there to vent! :-P

    Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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