Liquid Dreams Part II

Caught inside the beauty of everything, seems I dove off the deep end of reality . The surrounding atmosphere absorbs these tears, soaks up my pain.
Im caught between a world of vast dreams, a world between heaven and hell. The screams locked inside my lungs urging to escape, to tell the world im left in how I feel. As crazy as this seems, I'm drowning inside these liquid dreams that flood this once fragile mind. Torn apart at every seam, now I all do is bleed as this malignant sin eats at me. My heart is left to pump cold blood that coarses through veins stretched by emotional pains. I long just for one day to know how it'd feel to walk in your shoes, then maybe you wouldn't have to sing the blues.

It's like a blue monday when it rains , these liquid dreams are the tears on my face. Some days all I do is just complain, torn by these emotional pains.
This beauty which turns to disgust, sickened by these scars and stains that I must face, oh these pains such a disgrace. Everytime I try to think , into these liquid dreams I sink, as these emotional pains they drown , the tears keep streaming down. Long has my innocence been erased. I now confront these emotional pains I've faced. Drowning deeper in these liquid dreams
I'm forced to shut out these silent screams. Why can't I find any relief.
My God are you there , please take hold my hand, and with your strength I will stand.