The Stains of A Bleeding Heart

A sweep of death chokes your breath, no dying words will tell how you've struggled. An aging heart that started to break down now. The tears of being alone have got the best of me. The years are quiet now, I dwell on memories. The wind tells its secrets as it whispers by, and all i can do is wander, is it crying out my name. Ive felt the pain of this cold knife so long
I've grown used to the pain, and now I see the stains of a bleeding heart.

Where have these years gone. Somebody has God taken them from me. I know that forever is long, this is not where I wish to be.
Life is hard when you are all alone, but with God I can make it home. You've shown me a life others only dream about. Not for one second did I ever doubt your ways. I've been stuck on the outside looking in, looking for a change.  

This crying, bleeding heart urges to know you more. I don't look at life the same way as before. I drift threw life, like a dreamer, weaving memories. I sail through life as a roamer, avoiding tragedies. I know theres more to this bleeding heart, thats crying out to You. I know theres more pain than this heart can touch.

Only now do I realize the beauty of pain. Only now do I see this bleeding hearts stain. Only now do I call upon His name. Lord, I need you. Lord, I want you. Lord, where are you.

A man full of faith is waiting at your gates. I'm crying, confessing the guilt thats stained this heart. No longer let me stand inside the dark.