SEARCHING FOR THE END
I feel it’s time for all the lies to end.
I know that now you’ve ruined my dreams.
I try so hard to stop the falling tears
But when I look to you, you look away.
I wonder, did you mean to break my heart?
And did you mean to help plan my death?
There was a time I never thought of death.
I never feared the darkness of the end.
But, when you made a promise to my heart,
A promise of a never-ending dream.
A promise you would never go away,
But I’m afraid the pain would never end.
I wish I’d only lost you in my dreams.
How can I stop my stupid, foolish heart?
Your lies have crushed the beating of my heart.
As minutes pass with every passing tear.
I stand-alone within my broken dream.
I turn in fear of coming to the end.
Now as I die I send your life away.
Somehow cheating at love you got away.
You simply stole my love and used my heart.
I used to think my pain would never end
In a way I released it with my tears.
Is this a feeling of my final death?
It seems so very different from a dream.
Then myself I ask, how and why I dream?
Love hurts too much to give it all away,
But then I find the answer cannot be death.
Looking I find the truth within my heart,
But, it’s too late to dry my fallen tears.
I forget the lies when I reach the end.
Now no more dreams to hide my silent heart,
No more wishing away my fallen tears,
No more pain in death, for I’ve found the end.
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