I see you everyday
You see me too
We exchange words
Share our deepest secrets
Drown life in fiery liquids
So matched it could have been on purpose
And yet we never saw
But now I see and am not blind
All that remains is for you to understand
I am so sure
Never more so
That night as we drank and talked
It was then you started to feel it
But that was not how I first wanted it
I want us to recognize how well we work
If I am wrong then let us drift away
But I don’t want to tempt fate
I couldn’t bear to miss our chance
However if I ever tell you this
What will you say?
I know you’ll tell me its friendship,
That’s all
But I’m not so sure now
I am even now questioning this
But now we’ve talked
Words dulled in drink
Meanings lost in confusion
I wanted you too see
I was so sure you’d understand
But now you turn away
Don’t answer calls and say you’re busy every night
I’ve got no more strength for words
And every breath’s a struggle
Why do I even bother?